We are meant to be.

I know that you are the one for me. I know that you are the one God has for me. I know you're the one I wanna be with forever. I wanna make cute little babies with you. I wanna be your wife. I wanna be your girl forever. I wanna be the one you say thats my girl or thats my wife or thats the girl for me or anything along those lines. I know you love me too because you put up with all of my nonsense and all of the drama and all the horseshit. You are the best guy ever. You spoil me to death and you show me how you care like EVERYDAY! I know you have your rough days and I know I have mine but at the end of the day we always end with a I love you goodnight sleep tight. I love it. I love you. You are the ying to my yang the tick to my tack the pick to my nose all that nonsense. Seriously in all honesty with every part of my being...you're the one for me. 100 gagillion percent. You tick me off quite a bit but you are the one who makes me smile the most you are the one who makes me the happiest..i love you..plain and simple..the end blah blah whatever thats it..

i love you PERIOD!

Move Along

Today is the last day of my first quarter at Ai. I'm pretty stoked about it, however I am slightly sad that all my friends will not be in anymore of my classes. :( well that just means I have to make more friends and keep in touch with the old ones. Another thing thats going on this week is that I have my first job thing tomorrow. I'm pretty excited however I'm pretty nervous as well. Everything has been changing lately. Like Caul and I are good but we have had some bad days. Then like school is coming to an end for this quarter so I'm stressed and then the whole roommate thing is still an issue. Just because of drama and nonsense. I am so ready to be going home for a good week or so. I can't wait to see all my people from home and to go see everyone at school. I am so excited to just spend time with Caul and Craig :) I have missed everyone so much. I am chilling with Kristin right now my bff from here :) I have been crashing with her for a few days. I love her to death. BFF fo sho :) Well idk what else to talk about :) so BYEEE

What a douche.

Really I'm sitting in class and I finished my work and my teacher is like who's done. I said I am he flat out stared at me as I said it and then let the other people go and not me. WHAT A BUTT! Like really this is why I hate being so sarcastic and so like whatever about things because then when I ask about things I get turned down because they don't think I'm serious. Whatever double A you are a bug ole pimple on the butt of society and I could care less about your stupid design class. I already know all this junk and you are a horrible teacher..yeah i really dont think you are a good teacher..thanks for wasting my time. I can't wait to be done with this in a week.


off to do nothing in this pointless four hour class..wish me luck so I dont kill myself.

What a day...

Today has been one eventful day. It was good bad random and just blahh..Like there is so much that went on today that I am at like a loss for words. i am so stressed about this week and just everything that I have to do and that I want to do. I am breaking out like crazy and I'm sick of it. I really need to get things where they need to be and get things done ya know. I miss my boyfriend and I miss my brother, I feel like i'm starting to go into depression like when I stop and just take a min for myself i just wanna cry. Like i get upset and just can't do it. I love it here but I miss my home with my baby. I wanna just move out and move in with him and then start new somewhere else. I wanna be with him and only him I wanna be home. :(

Just been one of those days.

Really 6am

I dont appreciate how you freaking wake me up because you have class.NOT COOL. It is inconsiderate and just flat out RUDE! Like really you know I dont have class and that this is my day to sleep in but NOOOOOOOOOO lemme just cut every freaking light on while you're sleeping..hope you sleep great with all the freaking lights on. THAT IS MEANNNNNNN!!!!! I'm pissed can't sleep and I feel like shit so hope you are happy. HOPE YOURE HAPPY!

I love you

Big words right there..I love you. Hmm so complex yet so simple. I love Caul..I might even be IN love with that boy. He makes me happy and crazy. He makes me sad but ecstatic. He makes me hot and cold. He is the freaking ying to my yang the laugh to my cry everything. He is my opposite but I LOVE HIM. I dont know why I do but I do. He makes me crazy sometimes but at the same time he calls me baby and I'm right back were I started...in love. This past week has been a rough one for us. Which has made my school week pretty rough but you know I love him and he does make some of my worst days better. Granted he makes some of my great days downers..haha but I don't mind..it's all worth it. I just wish he lived here or I was closer to home you know..its hard. Distance relationships definitely what you sign up for...distance. I hate not being able to just ride over to his house and be like I love you now make me some food haha I miss not being able to just see him on a whim. I really wish he could be here. I need him bad. I need his hugs and his kiss of reassurance. I need him here to protect me and to defend me. I need him here to cuddle with me and to laugh with me. I really miss that boy. I took him for granted. I took seeing him all the time for granted. I just miss him and miss us. We are still together but the distance is affecting us bad. I just wish he was here. I miss my boyfriend.

I got that V were you want the P

So my day has slightly brightened up..Caul and I are much better...well better. The rain is on and off now. I finished cleaning up and my closet is organized all I have to do now is my laundry. And I have to figure out where I'm going to do that. I really don't wanna go downstairs and do it but you know I just might have to. I'm gonna see if Aker will let me do my laundry at his house. I have to also do that project for Michelle's class..idk how in the hell I"m going to do that. Motion shots are not that easy to take. I have to take 60 which isn't gonna be that hard its just I dont know how much variety I'll have. And oh man I just don't want it to rain all weekend. I hope I can at least get one day of nice weather. I'll figure something out. Boy do I wish i was going home this weekend. I hate going so long without seein my boyfriend and my brother. I miss Craig. I hate not being able to ride home and talk about nonsense and play around. I miss him alot. Dang I hate being so far away..I need a job or my car..I miss bonnie :( Well I am gonna go get started on this project and then find something to do.