Big words right there..I love you. Hmm so complex yet so simple. I love Caul..I might even be IN love with that boy. He makes me happy and crazy. He makes me sad but ecstatic. He makes me hot and cold. He is the freaking ying to my yang the laugh to my cry everything. He is my opposite but I LOVE HIM. I dont know why I do but I do. He makes me crazy sometimes but at the same time he calls me baby and I'm right back were I started...in love. This past week has been a rough one for us. Which has made my school week pretty rough but you know I love him and he does make some of my worst days better. Granted he makes some of my great days downers..haha but I don't mind..it's all worth it. I just wish he lived here or I was closer to home you know..its hard. Distance relationships definitely what you sign up for...distance. I hate not being able to just ride over to his house and be like I love you now make me some food haha I miss not being able to just see him on a whim. I really wish he could be here. I need him bad. I need his hugs and his kiss of reassurance. I need him here to protect me and to defend me. I need him here to cuddle with me and to laugh with me. I really miss that boy. I took him for granted. I took seeing him all the time for granted. I just miss him and miss us. We are still together but the distance is affecting us bad. I just wish he was here. I miss my boyfriend.
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